im really pissed.
I felt really bad this morning and I felt really sick
[stomach flu//cold]
and I called my mom and told her I was staying home
she says:
 no.

I say:
I really don't feel well, I really  think I should stay home. plus, it's a half day so I won't miss anything.

she says:
I don't care if its a half day, youre going to school and I'll be home in a few minutes to take you.

then she hangs up.
since I feel like crap, I don't get up and fall asleep.
she comes home and starts yelling at me and then storms out.

I wake up later and my brother is getting all his video game stuff to go to a party.
then he leaves.
since its friday I was happy I was going to be able to see my boyfriend.
he calls me after school..

[phone rings]

byron:
hey babe, how are you feeling?

me:
horrible, how are you?

byron:
well, I just asked your mom if I could come see you and she said no.

me:
what?!

byron:
ya, she said something about you not caring about school, so I couldnt go over there...
I have to go though, I'll talk you later ok? bye.

[click]

so then I call my mom to ask her whats going on.
apperntly, even though I can't control getting sick, shes punishing me for it
which is complete bullshit because I went to school the 4 days before that.

so basically this weekend is going to suck 1. because im sick and 2. because I can't see anyone I love who could, in fact make me feel better.

gawwwd. anyway. im just letting off some steam because my mom is being really unfair lately.
thats all.
I'll talk more later.
bye bye.

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I'm watching house on tv, but ti doesnt have a tv category on the blog thing... oh well,
its not that important..

I have been so sick lately and I don't understand why.. I've been stressed quite a bit, just about school and other things but that's never made me sick before, which is why it doesnt make sence to me :/

maybe I just need to calm down, but I really can't help worrying about things.
Ive always been that way, plus lately [on account of winter break] I havent had two days that were the same, meaning routine, and eating well... so that could play a part as well.

yep so there you have it :]

anyways I stayed home from school again today :[
I really dont want to stay home, but I don't want to be sick at school...
I'm torn... :/
I guess Ill just have to tough it out.

bleck... I also have to tke my SAT soon, Im scared.
my mom thinks im going to do great, buuttt im not convinced..
but I guess having that mind set isint good either.

yaaa.

gawd im bored.
I have nothing to do
:[

and I have a lot of make up work... yuk

so i guess I DO have something to do...

I suppose I'll go do that now


bye :]

I really love small fonts. I hate it when people type with big ugly letters,
everything is better when its little,
itsy bitsy and cute ^^
or at least that's what I think
my dum dum boyfriend has a blog,
and doesnt use it.
its really pointless.
but im sure, if you look at it the right way,
my blog seems just as pointless..
[heh ehh]
I talk about absolutly nothing.
just about my boring life, and the things I come in contact with,
thats all
simple and sweet,
boring and dull,
yep..
that seems to be a theme lately
:/
I don't like being boring,
but it seems to follow me

---

on a nicer note, It's friday, which means:

 1.) I can take a break from horrible evil school.
 2.) I can spend time with my hubby ^^
 3.) sleeping in! [wooo whooo!]
 4.) don't have to do anything :]


I know it sounds lame that I don't have any plans for this weekend buttt,
I am extremely tired, and just thinking of having something to do is making me tired.
I'm actually just sitting in bed with my lap top right now :}
hahah I AM lame.
 haha oh well.

good bye for now,
I'm sure I'll write soon

-kassidy



 

well, Im sick, as the title said.
& I'm not happy about it
That's just like me to get food poisoning from new years
bleck
Today was the day that I was supposed to go back to school
& I stayed home... :[
I feel like a loser for staying home, but I feel horrible
but right now, I'm talking to my boyfriend, and he says nothing really happened today,
which is good, at least for me.
but I still feel like crap :/
I hope I can make it back tomorrow.
I have to take my SAT soon, I'm really scared
I dont want to do bad.. one of my friends got a 2041,
and my boyfriend got a 1920
:U I hope i do as well
I should probably study, but I don't feel good.
well, I think im going to sleep for a couple more hours
g'night.

Im depressed. :[
I don't know why boys have to be so stupid,
but it beaks my heart sometimes.


right now im home alone,
because everyone decided to leave me here
daniels mom didn't want me to go to his house,
[I dont know why]
so everyone just went without me
now I'm home alone and its scary...and lonely
and just yesterday,
my boyfriend didnt want to go somewhere without me,
now he has no problem doing it..
I probably shouldnt be mad about it,
but it hurts my feelers
like Im not important ya know?


well the point of this entry REALLY is to keep me occupied,
I'm really bored by myself :[[

well, I guess thats all for now,

me and my brother are playing it right now,
its scary and funny at the same time
It's a zombie game for anyone who doesnt know,
and you have to save people. and my brother let these old people die and it was really sad :[
other than that the game is really fun..
yeah.. other than that, Im really excited to have my blog, but the thing is I dont hve anything intresting to write about, haha
I used to have a diary but I can't remember all the stuff I used to write about... probably all my crushes.
>^_^<
but since I have a boyfriend now, that chapter of my life has been stripped clean.
haha I'm kinda happy about that actually, now I dont have to worry about impressing people [to an extent]
plus now I dont get nervous around other guys becuae it really doesnt matter what they think about me. which makes life easier. now all I have to do is figure out how to geive speeches.. [I hate it!!] thats the only thing that makes me freak out.. well, one of them.. haha. now that I think of it, I am a very nervous person... but having Byron [my boyfriend] around really mellows me out, and thats good. We spend so much time together we're practiclly married.. :] ll the other couples I know at school dont spend ANY time together... which is sad, or at least I think so..
anyways, I guest I should just talk about my sappy love story relationship... I'm very lucky to have him and thats that...
but what really makes me mad is that one of his past 'love intrests' is trying to hit on him. >:[
I used to be friends with her but now? I dunno....
ok heres what happend, when they wer 'sort of' together she was really mean to him and used him to do things for her.... and now that he's with me, shes trying to talk and spend time with him...
we also discovered that everytime I stay home from school, [being sick or what ever..] she decides to sit at our table and talk to him >:[[[!! do you see what I'm getting at here? I'm mad!
grrr.
long story shot I dont think anything will happen between them just for the fact that I love byron and I know he loves me, plus if she tries anything, I'll beat her face... hhaha :] that's all for now! -kassidy&hearst;

well, I am aware that a blog is for youre own use [unless stated otherwise..] but no one will come visit mine.. :(
&& now one on this website seems like they want to chat or be friends..
Im kinda confused on how to do that.
so if anyone wants to be friends that would be fantastic! :D
other news:
Ive decided to use this blog for my art/photos/and stories of what ever comes up, I think it might be my ADD but I hate going onto blongs that are plain... [meaning just text] maybe thats just me, but I dont want mine to be that way, I want mine to be more like a scrap book :D

I know this is kind of random but I love pokemon!
pikachu especially ♥
well, I suppose that's all for now,
be back later!

welp. I got to sleep in today
my plans were changed :]
I guess I'll tell you what I was GOING to do today...

ok, Im in a band ... :]
we are called 'tomorrow's weather' ... if you think the name is wierd, let me explain..
our band is made up of me, my boyfriend, and two of his friends...
when we were trying to think of what we should be called... daniel.. [the guitarist] looked in the paper on the front page, and it had the weather forcast on it...
so then he said:

"how about tomorrow's weather?"
and since it doesnt sound half bad, and we couldnt think of anything else, that's our name ! :]

anyways, we were supposed to practice today because we have our first gig coming up later this week...
[I think its the 13th]
but since I stayed up eally late last night, I didnt feel like practicing... but then daniel called this morning and said we wernt practing... so ya, now I can lounge around with my new lap top :] Im pretty excited about it :D
welp, Im going to try to figure out how to customzie my layout so I'll write later
-kassidiy

of course youre not, but im going to tell you about it anyways!
I just got a mac book for x-mas, and I downloaded this little alligator for it. :] he talks... and one day he told me that he would be suburb in 16 days! thus the title! woo!
if you were wondering, I also have a myspace! clickie for de myspace
hope to see you soon!
I guess I kind forgot about that whole 'going to bed' thing.... oh well.